been having a few days like this lately


in case anyone is curious, I’ve had my teddy (called Ted) my whole life and he’s helped me through pretty much every problem I’ve ever had, and he happens to be the exact same teddy hidden throughout BOXGAME, so if you have ever taken the time to rescue him I appreciate it, and so does he 🙂

phantasmal baddies + faces

Still havent decided just what I want enemies in phantasmal to look like, heres where I am leaning:


also I suck at drawing faces, especially giving them specific expressions, so I started practising that today:


sooner or later I’ll get the hang of it and in a way tat matches my drawing style… I hope.

but really I spent most of my day playing FFX-2 and re-reading Venus Envy, its a really cool webcomic about teens with gender issues, its not the ultimate insight into being transgendered, but I can say there’s alot of stuff Zoe (the main chara) goes through and thinks that I had to deal with myself (though she’s been in much more serious situations than I ever have, I seem to be the lucky tranny no one ever picked on, or tried to kill for the leading role in the school play ^_^)

and whilst we are on trans-related bloggings; I’ve been taking hormones a while now and they recently started kicking in (and hard) so I’m blaming my big gap in game-making on puberty 2.0, but I’m finding my motivation to do it again and even did a little work on phantasmal today too, so yay 😀